i cannot tell you how pumped i am. leaving in six days to the beautiful land of florida. best friend? check. tan? check. running away from boys, grades, cheer, parents and homework? check.
get me outta here. cass, thanks for takin me away! cant wait to re-birth our relationship. (you dont know rights to make fun of me for that word) yay florida!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
some crazy stuff mayyyyy go down..? (:
3.27.2011
lets play catch up.
i'm gonna hurry and write down the things i need to talk about so i dont forget.
its been rough guys. getting over the boy. its not fun!! no one can say getting over someone is easy nor amusing. but i feel like it needs to be done. is it weird that i'm just done? like my feelings didnt necessarily change but i just feel like i'm done with that phase of my life. reality check: you wont marry your high school "significant" other. sorry! i hate that people really believe that. but we can agree to disagree. the new boy hasnt changed a whole bunch but i guess my feelings have grown? his sure havent. "i cant let my feelings take over because i refuse to be in a relationship." thats fine. i dont blame you. but you dont need to make me feel like an idiot.
letters.
i definitely wrote and sent my first letter to a missionary. weird! but i think it will be exhilarating getting letters. cant wait to hear the amazing stories. i cant tell you how much i love worthy missionaries and how much i despise unworthy missionaries. go for yourself! not your parents or bishop or girlfriend. it takes courage and commitment.
school; teachers.
term over. people excited? i couldnt be more thrilled. i refuse to look at my grades. lets just start fresh shall we? i decided last week was the begging week. "teacher what can i do to pass? extra credit quiz? hall pass? i'll do better next term." hahahaha priceless. so friday i'm sitting in government; aka the worst class known to man. not to mention i have it first period. well i decided; screw it. last day of the term and i'm exhausted, so i'm gonna sleep. my head was on the desk for maybe two minutes. then the stupid student teacher comes and taps me, "get your head up." k, news flash: i'm already sleeping in your class which means one of two things. 1. you're already on my bad list, so stop trying. or 2. maybe next time i just wont come at all and then tell all my friends how crappy of a teacher you are so you lose your job. HAH!
redbox.
i definitely have a new obsession with redbox. now that i have a credit card i can actually get them. and i love NOTHING more than to run to ridleys, grab myself a bag of cookies and a chick flick from redbox and come crawl in bed to watch it. spoken like a true fat ass? i know. put it in the book! (inside joke; you're welcome gen)
prom.
guys, i got asked. i know, we all thought this day would never come.. well here we are. his name is samuel harris and i couldnt be more happy. still gotta answer him back and find a dress but yay! its a miracle.
yes! i did it. phewph.
- boys.
- letters.
- school; teachers.
- redbox.
- prom.
its been rough guys. getting over the boy. its not fun!! no one can say getting over someone is easy nor amusing. but i feel like it needs to be done. is it weird that i'm just done? like my feelings didnt necessarily change but i just feel like i'm done with that phase of my life. reality check: you wont marry your high school "significant" other. sorry! i hate that people really believe that. but we can agree to disagree. the new boy hasnt changed a whole bunch but i guess my feelings have grown? his sure havent. "i cant let my feelings take over because i refuse to be in a relationship." thats fine. i dont blame you. but you dont need to make me feel like an idiot.
letters.
i definitely wrote and sent my first letter to a missionary. weird! but i think it will be exhilarating getting letters. cant wait to hear the amazing stories. i cant tell you how much i love worthy missionaries and how much i despise unworthy missionaries. go for yourself! not your parents or bishop or girlfriend. it takes courage and commitment.
school; teachers.
term over. people excited? i couldnt be more thrilled. i refuse to look at my grades. lets just start fresh shall we? i decided last week was the begging week. "teacher what can i do to pass? extra credit quiz? hall pass? i'll do better next term." hahahaha priceless. so friday i'm sitting in government; aka the worst class known to man. not to mention i have it first period. well i decided; screw it. last day of the term and i'm exhausted, so i'm gonna sleep. my head was on the desk for maybe two minutes. then the stupid student teacher comes and taps me, "get your head up." k, news flash: i'm already sleeping in your class which means one of two things. 1. you're already on my bad list, so stop trying. or 2. maybe next time i just wont come at all and then tell all my friends how crappy of a teacher you are so you lose your job. HAH!
redbox.
i definitely have a new obsession with redbox. now that i have a credit card i can actually get them. and i love NOTHING more than to run to ridleys, grab myself a bag of cookies and a chick flick from redbox and come crawl in bed to watch it. spoken like a true fat ass? i know. put it in the book! (inside joke; you're welcome gen)
prom.
guys, i got asked. i know, we all thought this day would never come.. well here we are. his name is samuel harris and i couldnt be more happy. still gotta answer him back and find a dress but yay! its a miracle.
yes! i did it. phewph.
3.23.2011
3.17.2011
st. patty's day.
well, here i am sitting in adult roles. we just got done with our final exam. crazy huh?? third term isnt even over and we're already testing. anywho!! i'm sitting next to my good friend tanner. i really do love the kid. sophomore prom!!! yeahhhh buddy.
so i'm gonna be honest for two seconds (i'm always honest on the blogg) ..i totally forgot it was st patricks day!! like completely. i walked into school and saw everyone wearing green and i was like crap. oh well!
think i'm gonna do something nice for st patty himself. ;) hahahaha!
good mood:)
so i'm gonna be honest for two seconds (i'm always honest on the blogg) ..i totally forgot it was st patricks day!! like completely. i walked into school and saw everyone wearing green and i was like crap. oh well!
think i'm gonna do something nice for st patty himself. ;) hahahaha!
good mood:)
3.15.2011
3.14.2011
sixteen months.
geeeez has life been crazy. i've worked a lot lately so its hard to find time to blog, especially when i'm tryng to catch up on my school work. anyways! sixteen months from today mom left me. thats not okay, alright? its just not. i still miss her like crazy. its weird to think about all the things she has missed. i started working at the pizza factory. i made the cheer team at timp. i've gone to my first school dances. i've gotten my first credit card. (; i've had new relationships. its just been hard. sixteen months is a freakin long time! its been rough.
the judd family:
i spent most of my snow day hanging out with this awesome family. i cant get enough of them. like really i have tried living with them, and we all know how that went. but being around them makes me happier than anything. cory and i are closer than i ever thought we'd be. i know i can go to him when i need advice about life. gen is my best friend. she truly is. and jordyn brings me so much joy. such a cute little girl. i couldn't have gotten through this past year and four months without them as an example and a friend.
the judd family:
i spent most of my snow day hanging out with this awesome family. i cant get enough of them. like really i have tried living with them, and we all know how that went. but being around them makes me happier than anything. cory and i are closer than i ever thought we'd be. i know i can go to him when i need advice about life. gen is my best friend. she truly is. and jordyn brings me so much joy. such a cute little girl. i couldn't have gotten through this past year and four months without them as an example and a friend.
3.10.2011
lucy.
today, after school, my best friend and i decided to take a cruise in my car, lucy. put the top down, jammed to some tunes. i was truly happy for the first time in a long time.
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