elder nick wimmer.

he left today..i didnt like it. but he really will be an amazing missionary. his personality will take him so far in the mission field. the memories we made in lake powell last summer will last forever. plan to write him lots and see him in two years:)

just a feeling.

my best friend and i grew closer tonight and i thought i'd share a few quotes. 

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Sometimes, someone says something really small and it just fits right into this empty place in your heart.

I will not drag you along. I will not leave you alone... I will stand by you and have my   hand there for you to hold when you need to.

  

A friend is someone that knows everything about you and loves you anyway.

Friends share all things.

The things we hide, the tears we've cried - through odds and ends we've been best friends - even though time will pass - our memories will always last.

 
Friendship mean taking the time out to help... when you have fifty thousand things to do.

Friends pick us up when we fall down, and if they cannot pick us up, they lie down and listen for a while.

Friends. A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs, and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.

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i am always here, know that.   

listen for inspiration.  

cheer christmas.

today was what we called cheer christmas. uniforms, poms, bows, warm ups, shoes, three shirts, three shorts, spankies, liners, and bags. perfect day.

summer.

days are hard without you.

the new old.

for those of you i dont talk to on many occasions, there has been a sudden change in my summer plans. i was not planning on this occurrence..occuring.
i know all i seem to talk about is boys..but this is crucial to the blog.
so last wednesday i was just doing some basking by the pool, usual to my summer days. i found myself slightly lonely. so i texted an old friend, hoping we could catch up and spend some classic time together. and that we did my friend. after five hours of talking, we were fried and hungry. after getting some PF grub, he left me. and i thought things were going to be back to normal, an acquaintance. they sure as heck didnt. i've seen him almost every single day since. i love the person i am when i'm around him. he makes me want to be better, happier. we've gone to movies, watched fireworks, laid on the summer grass and looked at stars, studied;), fell asleep under the stars, giggled, swam, watched scary movies, cried (atleast me), had long talks. i havent been this happy in a long time.

so to you, i say "love is always bestowed as a gift--freely, willingly, and without expectation. we dont love to be loved; we love to love.

summerfest.

i do realize my lack of blogging lately and i sincerely apologize if any of you mind. but summerfest was a beautiful time spent. the parade is always so fun, as well as tiring. then after, some plans arose. the first week of summer was definitely prime. a lot has also changed; friends, close ones, family. but a few things i have learned this week.

• we thought the marriage would last..we will soon see. 
• people can be forgiven, including myself.
• good friends only come once in a lifetime.
• sometimes we act like idiots, but atleast we think we're funny.
• honesty or not, i respect him.
• summer is a time to have magical moments.( i believe i had my most magical one this week:))
• whatever happens, happens. 

the things girls say to themselves while sitting in the passenger seat after a boy has so kindly opened your door for you.

summer.

as summer is here, i felt prompted to post about my summer goals, memories, and thoughts. i have aimed for two ambitions this summer. it was hard to pick two but i think many -to be seniors- will and can relate.

1. get tan. so tan that people are in awe when you wear your white shorts against your tan legs.
and 2. fall in love with a local wanna be beach boy. lay in hammocks together, bask in the sun, ya know; movie scenarios.

i will be working extremely hard this summer at the PF so i'm hoping to safe enough money for my senior trip next year. im not the best saver, but i will do my best. its always good to have a goal in mind.
when i think about last summer, the most vivid memory that comes to mind is driving in Lucy with her top down (its my car, dont get too excited boys) jammin out to california girls. i am still in fervent search for this summer's song. i'm thinkin jason derulo's new jam but i'll keep you updated.