i know its early..

all in favor for this to be my homecoming dress say I. 

i dont care what you say.

its time.

yep. back to the same spot. its time to pull out the sappy love stories to convince myself love still exists in this scary world. so here's to you Nicholas Sparks. your wife is one lucky lady. 


i'm aware.

i know, i'm aware of my lacking on the blog. but its been a crazy week. my sister and her four children came up from arizona and were living at my house. that asked for early mornings and lots of playing tag. but it was so good to see them. things are over with the boy. not much more to say. today i went on a little..big bike ride from timp to bridal veil falls and back..12.4 miles. yeahhh, it was hard, i'll admit it. off to work tonight. come visit me??


my best friends.

a few nights ago i was reuinted with the besties. now let me just explain the love i feel for these two girls. they are the sweetest!! the sweetest. i love being with them because i know there wont be any drama. we have our own little adventures, its joyful. we go way back to seventh grade and i cant imagine my high school years without them. so here's to my TWINNERS. the man who asks for their hand in marriage will be a lucky one.

we started our adventure by going to get shave ice in lucy. then we went and rented easy A at redbox. then we decided to go get some drinks at the gas station and mozy on over to the T. boring status there. we went to wendy's, ordered mucho food, and went back to capture some kodak's. 
p.s. we may have broken the law..and taken out some pedestrians.

to take a gander at them individually, you can find them here. 


here's the answer to your question.

"why are you completely throwing me out of your life?"

well here's your answer. i'm just too scared to say this to your face.

you scare me. frankly, i'm ending it so you wont. i think i loved the thought of you being mine and you wouldnt be. understandable..the girls at BYU are just going to eat you up. you dont want to be committed to me. but HEY. i am not one of those girls, i dont need the title to be pleased. but i do need some reassurance that when i'm talking to you about something that means a lot to me, you're not picturing what i look like naked. i cant tell you how funny you are. if i need a giggle buddy, your number is the first number i'd type in my keypad. there's equality in everything. you're a good cuddle buddy. i want you to know i dont think i spent my whole summer wasted on you. perfect summer romance. but it started to turn into more than that. i was getting invested. my family loved you. and when we start to involve families, everything changes. if we were the same age, and had the same plan in life, we'd be eternal. but i'm a senior in high school, you're not going to be the supportive boyfriend that comes and watches me cheer at the football games because everyone would look at you like the super senior. although i'm not the most involved person at THS, i dont want to waste my senior year. the jealousy would get to the both of us. you start to fight for me when i start to run. its the game of the chase. you understand 100% that i would bust my butt so i could spend more time with you. but when you realize we only have an hour to hang out you decide to mozy your way down to my house. i'm willing to put you first if its reciprocated.



if you're reading, please comment. this feels more like a journal than a blog.


cheer camp!

it was a good week. killer though. i dont think i've ever been so tired! such an amazing week getting closer with the girls. kami and i especially grew closer. she is such an amazing girl and i came to realize how much alike we are..we are definitely the same person. but she's great. hurt my back really bad. but i'm going to the chiropractor today to get it figured out. but all in all, such a good week:) here's just a little peek at our week.


a night at the alley.

guys, we went bowling :)

nothing like a goodnight kiss.

the saturday project.

i finally buckled down and cleaned the room. i know you probs dont care but i documented it :)

THEN i decided to slice my skin open..

anyways, thats all:)