my week's update.

currently sitting in english, not wanting to research a stupid painting that frankly i dont care about at the time. anywho, its been an interesting week! monday was my good friend sam's birthday (picture above) and it was good to get together with all of his closest friends and celebrate him and his amazing friendship. tuesday was the dreaded picture day. (picture above) it went good:) i also had the senior picnic. previous to the picnic, i had blessed cheer practice. the ankle was hurt. no need to fret, i will be cheering again soon. the senior picnic was such a good time with my best friends: picture above. then that night had an awesome stats study group. then here we are, today. on monday i got an assignment in sociology. the assignment was to bring a song to class that meant a lot to you; had some sentimental value. so of course, i brought "i wont let go" by rascal flatts. not a good decision. right when i got up to share my song i started crying. i've posted about the song before. it makes me think about my mom and how hard life can be sometimes. i know she's lookin out. anywhoo!!!!!! cried all through first period, all through second period. glad my best friend sarah was there to be a shoulder to cry on. she always know how to make me feel like things will be okay. after school i worked on posters for DAYS. picture above. thank goodness all 74 are almost done. go homecoming. oh yeah!! i got asked to homecoming. i found a dress. picture above. hopefully the days will get a little better. sometimes life is frustrating. enjoy the pictures.


thats right.

yes its time for the goodbye post. goodbye summer. ya know, you treated me well for the most part. summer always makes you realize who you're closest with. you only spend time with the ones you care about. so if you made it into the summer, congratulate yourself. summer of '11 treated me well. but i am ready to start this senior year of mine. footballs games, dances, and unforgettable memories. i cant wait. 

here we were on the first day.

dont worry, guys. i dont wanna go to homecoming! ;)


its time.

its getting ridiculous so, i'm going private! if you would like to continue to read, please leave a comment with your email address and name. then i will determine who i will invite. haha! thanks guys:)


a ball of mess.

we're nearing the end of summer, believe it or not. it was a good one. but there are a lot of frustrations that i would like to get off my chest at this moment.

1. i miss my twinners. i cant tell all of you how amazing these girls are. ninth grade was our prime year, no worries in the world and we knew for a fact we were the BFF's. (yearbook status) i miss them so much. so if you're reading, know i love you guys more than you can even believe. if you ever question our friendship, dont.

2. i'm so tired of proving myself to people that dont even know me. yes, i have made multiple mistakes in my days. some that may be unforgivable. however, if you guys took two seconds to get to know the person i am, you could realize i care. and i want your friendship, if you could only know.

3. i hate high school. i know i know, debbie downer moment. i'm supposed to be saying.....SENIOR YEAR!!! LETS DO IT!!!!!!. truth is, high school drama makes me want to gag. a week and a half folks. we're starting off the last year of immature mean snotty high school and i hope it goes by quickly.

4. all my tan is fading. :(

5. i'm sick of being home alone all summer. when mom was here, summer was THE BEST time of year. we did something every day. all she wanted was to create memories that would last. now all i'm creating is a perfect layout of where i lay in my bed.

6. truth is, my heart hurts. i dont know if i can continue to run this routine. so if you're reading, you know who you are. i care more about you than you will ever understand. and i will fight for you until i physically cant. but know, this whole thing is getting old and i want things back to the way they used to be.

sorry if i ruined your day. i just need something to cheer me up.