i discovered this thing, its called comfortable silence. so i met this boy; note this is the first blog post about him. he's so awesome! i wouldnt say i'm in love by any means but he's got something that pulls me in; cant figure out what it is yet. he's hilarious, and i dont know if thats because i laugh at everything or if he really is funny. he's surprisingly smart. his style is quorky but confident, and i love it. he can wear a purple v-neck and pull it off. (no he's not gay.) he's committed and wity. i like this kid, he's a keeper; for now. (i know i'm just jinxing myself.) but anyways! MORP was SO much fun. i had the best time! oh wait...... . i got rejected, hard core. i dont know why i didnt see it coming. its cool though, dont know what i was thinking asking him in the first place. i'm slowing realizing how much i'm gonna miss my senior friends. i'm glad i'm not a graduating, surprisingly. i've stopped trying at school, entirely. why try when you have no one to impress.
for those i have hurt, i hope one day we can work out our differences and be on neutral ground.
school's almost out baby! lets celebrate. :)